9.3.10

"Call, break my own heart..."

Buying a house... hasn't been too stressful at all really. I know there is a lot that kind of goes into it. But it appears as long as you have online banking and a good realtor -- things are pretty easy.

I am in a tight situation it appears. I just don't feel "it"... whatever "it" may be.
Maybe it's cos you are too wild, too contemporary. I may be very opened minded when it comes to other people's decisions... but for me, I am old school. That's just how I roll.
It's not that I don't think she is awesome... cos she is. She is an awesome friend... probably the better of the friends I've had in recent years. But I just don't think we are supposed to "be" together. 

And then there is her. She gutted me like a fish with just a hello. I loved it. And I think of her often, so new, so refreshing, so not my type. I already know how its going to play out and I dig that. It is just going to take a little time and all will be well. 

Until then... I'll enjoy doing my own thing.



4.3.10

"Did my heart love till now? Forswear it, sight!/ For I ne'er saw true beauty till this night."























These moments are as rare as rare can be.
Simply, I lose something each time.
But I feel like I know the ending to this story...

Because I have been writing it my whole life.